Day 2

Warning: Cheesy post is probably cheesy

Okay. (breathes)
Okay.

Today is Day 2. So far so good. Starting an LDR is of course not easy. But I'm hanging there. Kind of.

I just have too much to handle now, at times the stress is getting to me. Midterms still ongoing, essay due, family, my health and relationship. Been so busy the past week only managed 2 hours of studying to far. Yes, 2 whole hours, during the whole of recess week. That's 2/192 hours. My grades are going to suffer.

God. (How am I to survive next week?)

I still think about how I'm not going to be able to do normal dating stuff for 4 years. Or more. And about whats going to happen after those 4 years. Or more. But I know I need to push all those thoughts away and focus on all the things I have to do.

Of which posting this is not in that list. And I'm procrastinating. [Insert rage face]

(Focusing on the bright side)
At least communication is easier now that I have an iPhone. There's Skype and WhatsApp and Facetime and other new fangled technological stuff. And I'm not giving up just yet.

So this is Day 2
(sigh)