Whuuuuut?

Okay. Haven't been blogging for so long. AND EVERYTHING ON BLOGGER CHAAAANGEEEED.

I have no idea how to navigate.

Since my last post, I failed to dye my hair red (as expected) but imma try again soon. The worse part of the whole 'dye my hair red' experience was that my hair kept bleeding red for days, and it didn't look red. At all.
Oh well


A whole bunch of stuff happened during the holiday, including camp and renewing old friendships. Camp is over shall not rant about it much. Had fun, met new friends etc. typical camp stuff (with all the stress of organizing and derping around).

On to more important things, been hanging out with the BigBurlyBros (I giggle a little inside whenever I hear the name) and it's been really fun and stuff. Now I have more gaming buddies (awesome gaming buddies) and just bros in general.

Related to the above is my current 'obsession' with Team Fortress 2 (I only started playing because of the guys). It's super fun even though I can be terrible and derp a lot. It's so fun that I stopped playing all my other games (LA Noir, Psychonauts). I haven't even started Assasin's Creed, the game I was previously obsessed about ;__; I'm actually quite sad about this lol I still really wanna play AC.

BUT ALAS SCHOOL HAS STARTED AND SO I HAVE TO CUT DOWN ON GAMINGGGGGGG.

Oh ya me and Vernon's birthday was recent we celebrated at Ryan's place with everyone. And the whole reason for this post is because of my

super
awesome
birthday present.


A friggin Bamboo tablet.

I know it's like super expensive and shit (>$9000) and I seriously didn't expect an expensive present .__. Makes me feel really bad because its so new and clean and the pen is so awesome and sensitive and it has an eraser tool and I'm lacking practice and I can't draw as well as my tablet looks. I really don't think I deserved such a wonderful present cries ;__;

But I have it. Was using it an hour ago and it is soooo goooood.

And with it I completed my really old Soul Eater fanart (that actually doesn't need a tablet to complete but tablet = so much easier and faster).

And so I sincerely thanks everyone who contributed. You guys are really good friends.

On a side note a started crafting with polymer clay and made several nerdy charms which include:
- Portal 2 companion cube
- Drones 
- Balloonicorn < 3
- Hunstman
- Demoman weapons 
Which reminds me I need pictures of them for my reference. 

Okay I'm losing interest in blogging and this post is getting long and random. I'm getting distracted again.

Boredom

Do I have a boredom post? I probably do.

I'm bored. Actually I have loads of stuff to do. Puppet making, T-shirt printing, job finding, stamp making, etc etc. So I shouldn't be bored.

Then again, you can be busy and bored.

Anyways, this post is actually about my hair. Its pretty long now and I'm thinking about cutting bangs again (easy to grow out anyway) and its the school holiday so now's the time for experimenting! I've actually be contemplating dying my hair dark red (I have no idea why though) but I wonder how the effect of it will be. Will I regret it?

Hmm it won't be so bad though. Lets see..

1. I'll get experience of having a not-so-normal-but-still-kinda-acceptable hair
2. Its not that permanent esp. if I'm using the DIY kit
3. If I really hate it I can always dye it black/brown to be Asian again (albeit in a few weeks or months)
4. Its the holidays now I won't have to meet people everyday. I can hide my horrible hair at home (an excellent excuse for staying at home to game all day)
5. What better time to do it before I'm old and socially unacceptable to dye not-so-normal-but-still-kinda-acceptable hair color
6. I can be known as "that girl with weird hair" and later be like 'yeah, I did that once'
7. Wear a hat all day
8. Wear a wig
9. I can shave my head
10. Okay I just wanted to make it to become a list of 10

Okay I have no idea what I'm talking about with the last few points but you get my drift.

My attention averted from this page an I totally forgot what I was going to say. Curses.

Okay nope don't remember.

I'm like 80% sure of dying my hair red. We'll see.

Day 2

Warning: Cheesy post is probably cheesy

Okay. (breathes)
Okay.

Today is Day 2. So far so good. Starting an LDR is of course not easy. But I'm hanging there. Kind of.

I just have too much to handle now, at times the stress is getting to me. Midterms still ongoing, essay due, family, my health and relationship. Been so busy the past week only managed 2 hours of studying to far. Yes, 2 whole hours, during the whole of recess week. That's 2/192 hours. My grades are going to suffer.

God. (How am I to survive next week?)

I still think about how I'm not going to be able to do normal dating stuff for 4 years. Or more. And about whats going to happen after those 4 years. Or more. But I know I need to push all those thoughts away and focus on all the things I have to do.

Of which posting this is not in that list. And I'm procrastinating. [Insert rage face]

(Focusing on the bright side)
At least communication is easier now that I have an iPhone. There's Skype and WhatsApp and Facetime and other new fangled technological stuff. And I'm not giving up just yet.

So this is Day 2
(sigh)

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When Steve Jobs dies, its everywhere. When Dennis Ritchie dies....

wait who?

A Poem.

I looked at my calendar in dismay
It certainly didn’t make my day
It’s filled with tests and quizzes and such
I really hate it very much

To make it worse I woke early today
And took the bus on time hurray!
But alas, when I reached my school
Realized I was such a fool

I entered the classroom at 9.50
Only to find it completely empty
Whipped out my timetable to look at it
Eleven it said, I threw a fit

Damn I suck.

Stamps

I bought a new stamp today :D

And it's a cat.

I love stamps <3

Assassin's Creed and other stuff

Currently obsessed with Assassin's Creed II. Or, I was obsessed with Assassin's Creed II. But I FINISHED IT BOOYA. And to think I restarted the last part so many times thinking I had to be sneaky, only to find out, that you weren't suppose to avoid that big crowd of guards, you're suppose to kill them all. Good game nevertheless.

I haven't blogged in ages (and i'm trying to blame it on Assassin's Creed) but its not cause of some game or work, although they do play a big part.

I've gotten Lazy D:

Haven't drawn Shizuka in a long time. So much for weekly updates eh?

My current reason for not updating is cause my computer was just sent for repair (curse you dead pixels!) BUT I now resolve to update more. (even though university is starting and all that). I think i just need a motivation to slack off. Its like how you always have this urge to do something when you're actually getting boring work done (i.e. school, homework, tuition, project etc.). Or even when the work isn't boring *cough cough comic cough* it does get mundane after awhile. Is there some name for this phenomenon, or is it just me?

Eh.

I also kinda realise how I never really accomplish anything I start, like ballet, piano, ukulele, and various comics. Its been months (years for the first one) since I've touched any of those.

Maybe now that I have 2 hour breaks between classes I can come out with something more, either by blogging in words or drawings (that is, if I don't get swarmed with project and stress ohgod).

Or maybe I should be focusing on my studies and forget about the rest of it (except Maestria).

Oh life.